I feel like this is useless babble...

...What a life. We are only here temporarily for a short time. What I have learned was that we HAVE to put God as priority one. When we decide to do other things as opposed to going to Church, we are pushing God aside and saying 'I will get to you later'. Look @ what has happened, dating all the way back to... about Jan '07. I was unable to live w/ myself, I had a great deal of anger, depression, snappyness.I cannot express anymore @ this time, I am tired, worn out, exhausted.

I need this weekend. I have taken on a tinge of anxiety. Work went decent today, but I was unable to withstand an entire day. I need people right now, hugs are worth everything. It eases the pain. Amazing what love can do eh? Perhaps I did not convey that enough in the past- yep.Peter

Amazing Grace

There is an amazing thing in this world and that is Gods grace. Its funny how God works in your life, and how much in-control he is. He can change your life- just like that. All you gotta do is GIVE you life to him, ask Him to come into your heart and ask for the forgiveness of your sins. I dont know what is going to happen in the next few days or even months or years, but he is interceding in my life and there are going to be changes. God has a Will... am I prepared to see His will out? Am I ready to make a dedicated commitment to walk w/ the Lord? Am I ready to suffer for Him?

I am done living for myself... hmmmm, funny how that sounds. I have gone through some tough times recently, allowing my mind to over power my life and get the better of me, deeply affecting my family. A daily melt down. I looked in my eyes and seen anger, a totally different person. I was a depressed. I was unable to deal w/ anything negative- regardless of the degree of it. It was recommended to me seeing a psychiatrist, possibly getting meds that could help..................... Nothing in modern day medicine can CURE the problems I had. My breakthrough was God. My savior is Jesus. And he could be yours.

Amazing grace! How sweet the sound That saved a wretch like me!

I once was lost, but now am found Was blind, but now I see.

'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear,And grace my fears relieved.

How precious did that grace appear The hour I first believed!

Through many dangers, toils and snares,I have already come.

'Tis grace hath brought me safe thus far,And grace will lead me home.

The Lord has promised good to me,His Word my hope secures;

He will my Shield and Portion be,As long as life endures.

Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,And mortal life shall cease,

I shall possess, within the veil,A life of joy and peace.

The earth shall soon dissolve like snow,The sun forbear to shine;

But God, who called me here below,Will be forever mine.

When we've been there ten thousand years,Bright shining as the sun,

We've no less days to sing God's praiseThan when we'd first begun.