What is so captivating in life. I think that I havent been a very happy person in recent years. I have discovered this by merely viewing other peeps MySpace's, as well as talking to people that described what personality characteristics I used to have. People appear to be happy. Can I compare myself to other people? Am I in my mid-life crissis?
I have been evaluating my success in what I have done in life... (I havent really even set any goals in the first place.) What I have currently done has not worked out... is it time for a change? I stand thinking what goals I can come up with to define who I really should be.
Considering separation in my marriage is allowing my mind to come up w/ what my day-dreams are telling me- being SEPARATE would mean that I could do whatever my heart desires instead of planning life decisions w/ another person. The biggest heartbreak about separation would be for the kids. Growing up, my parents had thier tough times and went through a near separation, and it was very hurt-full. I would only hope the best for our kids.